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| WELL, it's been years, quite literally. I've been through a lot of people, things, alchohol, drugs, emotions etc, etc. in search of some sort of happiness. I met a girl named Leah, and I've finally found happiness in her. We are completely opposite and I have no idea how it's working out but it is. Sometimes I want to pack up my things and ship out she makes me so mad, but then I look into those beautiful blue eyes and wonder what it was that made me so mad in the first place and by then it doesn't matter anymore. Still, good with the bad they say.... I guess. Heading out with her later, she's always making me late.... I love it and I hate it... so odd.
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| just because I'm upset...
The pain of disappointment stabs at my heart
The fact you did this to me tears me apart
I thought we were honest, held nothing back
Now you've stretched this thing in my heart...this...crack
This crack just keeps growing I need time to heal
You just don't understand me or how I feel
She makes you do things, she wins everytime
Can't you remember what happened last time?
She started this crack and now it keeps growing
You broke up with me without even knowing
Can't say no to her, and I'm not supposed to worry?
I'm sick of this, I hear it over and over, "I'm sorry"
Well I'm sorry too, sorry to have ever known her
You say she's your best friend, and my heart sinks lower
Last time I checked friends were understanding
She could give a shit less how your girlfriend is feeling
Behind my back, you lied to me, you went out
How long did you plan going before I found out?
Anyone who makes you lie, cheat or disrespect
Is no friend of mine or yours or ANYONES...check
I feel I can't trust you and it's her fault AGAIN!
If I was a cutter I'd drag blades across my skin!
Now I feel this crack in my heart stretching...nothing to do about it
Now it's torn my heart open completely and there's shit coming out it
It's filling my lungs and is spreading through my chest
Just a matter of time before it consumes the rest
This shit is so deep now that my head is underneath
I don't care anymore...I'll just drown...I have no breath left to breathe....
<3Liz
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| Nothing ever changes here...I think I'm goign to retire my xanga. Want to talk to me? www.myspace.com/heartbroken2much you can find me here
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| bbblllaaahhhhh. I hate sleep, it ruins everything. lol. yeah that's right, it's 6 pm, and I'm just now waking up, my alarm didn't go off and I had shit to do today *sigh* I guess there is always tomorrow? sure. so I gave my phone number to like 30 people today, and no one has called, I think that officially makes me a loser haha. Anyway, I just needed xanga to vent off that. SO someone ANYONE leave me an interesting, or hell, a non interesting comment for me to read later. It can be totally rude and obnoxious for all I care, tell me you hate me, tell me you love me, whatever tickles your pickles. Later!
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random pics...more coming soon, I'm playing around with all the new xanga crap I've run across.
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